Rendezvous

Over the past few days, I have not seen you, perhaps a certain lack of inspiration.

Over the past few days, I have not known where you have been, maybe the regular anxiety of seeing you, this fear of saying something I might not be proud of, this unwavering rampant energy of yours makes me vulnerable, makes me think, makes me want a little more, it’s difficult to take it in all the time you know.

But today as the world sleeps, at the hour of shifts in the sky between the sun and the moon, I just had to see you, maybe this urge to be listened to. And as you embrace me today, I want to tell you that it is your touch that makes me see myself in a new light, that every time we meet, I levitate a little into the sky. 

So I want to thank-you for holding me close when nobody else would, for consoling me silently, for accepting me when I am flawed, for believing in me even when I did not, for keeping my unsaid words safely within you.

So thankyou, dedicated to you, my diary…..